Poem things

100 Years


Got into it real young,
I’m obsessed.
Been at if for too long,
I’ll digress.

Two little simpletons,
A small town.
Just wanted to be something,
Or be known.

Got mixed up one afternoon,
Arms around her chest.
Didn’t know what we’d go through,
Who knows the rest?

Falling in love can be unreal,
The kind in songs.
At first sight she was a steal,
She could belong.

Nevertheless we’ve had our tests,
And so much more.
You know at times we’ve been a mess,
That’s what tryings for.

All true love story’s have their pain,
Like their bliss.
It’s what we loose that’s let’s us gain,
And never miss.

She’s had my heart now,
For a decades time.
I really always love how,
I could make her mine.

In the all those times we parted,
I would live so blind.
Forgetting where I’ve started,
And where I’ve put my mind.

But while we are together,
Things seem so clear.
Holding on to that forever,
Give me 100 more years.


SF – written on July 21, 2018 started @ 5:46 p.m. finished @ 7:00 p.m.

Poem things, Rants and Thoughts

Always Changing


I feel there is something wrong with me,
Something I may try and say to simply come clean,
Try and find a little meaning or understand the reason,
Why I can not seem to focus on one thing for more than a few weeks.

My focus falls apart at the thought of a new dream,
Even if what I’m dreaming is what someone else is seeing,
Shifting motivations towards the being they are being,
Is there an identity if I have nothing in myself for the keeping?

The problem is that I dont understand if this is wrong,
Is it alright if the life I live isnt the one I have walked upon,
Can I wear anothers shoes and maybe wear them for too long,
Find them within you and get a bit inspired to write a book or sing a song.

I want to change my face as frequent as I find possible,
Re-write my story every day as if that were plausable,
I wont let what the world would wonder when I am unstoppable,
Get between becoming a dream and being beautifully believable.

I start to think that even you can feel it too,
When you read, write, see, think ,hear, or do,
Something new or crazy and then feel it becoming a part of you,
Thats the flux flowing for me that is founding some issues.

Maybe I am just caught up in something sad at the moment,
Can we even tell if its us or anothers ones motive,
If you are well connected consciously and you know it,
Then you might be able to build better bonds between bits.

There is peace to be pondered in all this potential,
Forging our own paths has been found famously essential,
We have so much to learn with information so torrential,
But as we change remember to keep your insight intentional.

That problem inside me is no longer seen badley,
Through this express I have conquered it gladley,
Even if all this rambling seems dangrously maddening,
It just seems to be the thing to help me in happening.

Almost ended this earlier when my mind wasn’t right,
Now that I’m here this seems so much more nice,
Arriving at truths through honesty and life,
Has brought me the bliss bouncing iside me so bright.

So keep changing and dreaming into all that you’re thinking,
Life will move meteoricly with you barley even blinking,
That spells for a story worth hearing while drinking,
Just find time to tackle that which has you sinking.


NV. – written on April 16th, 2018 started around 12:30 a.m. finished @ 1:45 a.m.


Thank you for any and all support, criticism, or feedback. This is how we make the world a better place, we help each other become better, learn from one another and see the beauty in collaboration. The societies some of us come from try to keep creative people apart or form beliefs to distrust one another. This can change with the ability to see ourselves in one another, we are all part of one chain of exsistance and by sharing life with eachother, we can inherently make life better for others as well. There is too much pain in the world not to listen to people so I thank you for reading this and anything in the world that may something change your point of view on life. Have a nice day.


Poem things, Unfinished songs

See You Soon


Lil peep said it best,

“I would scream your name with my last breath”,
I can’t get over this,
My memories are yours for controlling,
You know why?
Even though I’m not right for us,
I want no one else.

But,
When you love someone that loves you last,
That love falls into the past,
The root of your pain,
I pushed you away
Never knowing what to say.
We were always so complicated,
Missunderstanding and feelings,
Left unknown and unwanted.

I always wanted to help you shine,
When i had to chance to call you mine,
It didnt matter how bad things got,
You made everything feel just right.
Made everything disapear into bliss
Its the person that you are that I miss.
Not the feelings I list.

Will you ever see things the way I do
I couldnt hate you even if I tried,
No matter the problems,
I just want you to share them,
With me, connecting and relating
Even if life gets draining.

I’ll write poem after poem,
Loose myself in piece after piece,
But until you recapture my heart,
My life, it falls apart.
definable by dissapointment,
I dissatisfied you beyond belief.

But now, these words go out to you,
So you know even as I forgot myself,
It was you who kept me here,
Couldn’t leave this life without you near.
For now I’ll just keep tipping this beer,
Ill see you soon or in the end of my years.


NV. – written on April 8th, 2018 started @ 1:37 p.m. finished @ 2:00 p.m.

Poem things, Uncategorized, Unfinished songs

Just Fine


I wanna know about your pain,
the problems,
Insight that keeps you up tight,
When its pouring down in rain.

I wanna know about your fears,
the frequent,
Memories that torment the melodies,
When no ones offering any ears.

We can make new memories,
Or fall back into old ones,
Is doesnt matter to me,
Just be here to share one.

I wanna know about your goals,
the great ones,
Dreams too big to grab it seems,
When no ones listening to your soul.

I wanna know about a part of you,
The young kind,
A part that no ones ever known,
When we share a thought or two.

We can make new memories,
Or fall back into old ones,
Is doesnt matter to me,
Just be here to share one.

I wanna know who you are,
The actual,
The deepest secrets inside of you,
When you’re choosing to be my star.

So come be here with me,
Lets learn about our lives,
If just for the night,
We can make life alright.
If just for the night,
Everything is just fine.

Just fine.


NV. Written on April 8th, 2018 started @ 12:10 p.m. finished @ 12:40 p.m.

Poem things, Unfinished songs

Dreams


My Poems feel repeated, like I’m playing a game, stuck in a loop, like the level won’t change

Try to find a different thought, now this is feeling the same, groundhogs day in this verse, Bill Murray’s to blame,

no wait…It’s my brain!
We’re not on the same page!

Its flipping back and forth,
Attempting to rattle my cage!

Wait, get back here and stay, wont let this thought fade away, no thats never okay

Cant make a difference if your feelings arent famed, when does that start to fade,is it when we have it made or will it be a different day

Look, even as a star, when it rains its gunna pour, weather its the feelings on the paper or the money on the floor

Life hands you opportunities, but you throw em out the door

Hold up, then what will you score

If you give up your dreams

Life will love you no more

Think about that for a second as you finish your chores

When you wanna make it big, youve got to culture your lore

See the story before its written and imagine your goals,

Are not as far away as they feel, they’re right here at home

They’re inside of you, not at a damn store, start directing your focus, to break out and soar

You can’t buy who are, the parts you can’t see, so when you wanna be known, you’ve got to come clean

If you wanna make a change

Start living your dream

One day at time

Is all that you need.


NV. – written between April 2nd and 3rd, 2018 started the 2nd around 4 pm. Finished the 3rd around 6 pm.

Thanks for reading! Well I hope you sang it in your head 🙂