It’s been rough since you left,
Scorn decisions,
Poor resistance,
Torn persistence,
More constrictions,
Have me barley breathing baby,
You dance through my dreams daily,
Frolicking through this rotting reality,
But not even you could save me,
And if you haven’t already,
You’ll soon forget me.
So I’ll write you these confessions,
Try to take loosing you as a lesson,
Even if it’s just my mind melting,
All the little lies remembering,
There’s no more time to recover,
No more ways I can love her.
So I’ll remember what I can,
Rebuild this man that I am,
Seek a greater purpose,
Leave this mentality with a circus,
Turn these motives into bliss,
Remind myself that it’s not only you I miss.
Because…
I haven’t been the best to myself,
It’s been rough since you left,
Scorn decisions,
Poor resistance,
Torn persistence,
More constrictions,
Have me barley breathing baby,
You dance through my dreams daily,
Frolicking through this rotting reality,
But not even you could save me,
And if you haven’t already,
You’ll soon forget me.
Because…
I haven’t been the best to myself,
It’s been rough since you left,
Scorn decisions,
Poor resistance,
Torn persistence,
More constrictions,
Have me barley breathing baby,
You dance through my dreams daily,
Frolicking through this rotting reality,
But not even you could save me,
And if you haven’t already,
You’ll soon forget me.
S.F. – 07/23/2020 – 2:15 a.m.
